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Time.Tired
I need time to rest
I'm tired with human behavior
I'm tired with the assignments
I'm tired being nice
I'm tired keep everything alone
I'm tired with everything
but I still appreciate what I have now
because I know they are people that have big problems than me
but I'm NOT strong enough
I need time to keep calm my self
I need time just thinking about me n my future
I'm tired keep solving problem for others
I'm tired advising others
but
I can't solve my own problem
I still cant find solution for all my problems n questions
I can't motivate my self
I cant advice my self
actually,
I'm TIRED with my self
because
because
I'm the one that didn't give TIME to my self
I'm the one that didn't try to understand my self
I'm the one that keep hurting my self.
the question that keep playing in my mind now:
can I hate my self?
~yaora~


“A ugly girl that still finding for a real happiness.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard."